Hi my loves,
I feel defeated today. I feel empty and sad and just overall.. not good.
I don’t know what caused it, but I miss my markers and my comics. I already did some watercoloring for the upcoming illustrations, but it didn’t go that well so far. I don’t know why.. It’s not that it’s bad, but it just didn’t feel good today.
I also lost a bunch of Patrons this month and last month. Not sure why.. But it kind of made me sad as well.
I worked hard on my prints and new merch for the shop the last couple of months so I came up with the idea to sell my Inktober prints as a limited edition print to cover up that time that I couldn’t spend on commissions or projects.
I will ask on Instagram for a bit help.. because I’m now on the verge of just giving it all up. I’ve been crying and sobbing a lot today wondering if I will even make it at the end of the month.
So today was rough, I did some drawing, painting and packed orders for the shop though..
What are your thoughts on this drawing? I hope you like it!
I’m sorry for the depressed tone of this update/blogpost, but I hope I’ll get back to you tomorrow with a better and more upbeat post <3
Thank you to everyone who supports me, it means more than the world to me.
Lots of love,