Hi my loves,
today was one of the toughest days ever.
First of all, it’s Mental Health Day, and I want you to know that if you’re not feeling well, if you want to talk or rant that you can always put it in the commentsection or message me about it. We’re a big family on here and like I said in my earlier post, we all love each other on here and respect one another. Love grows here 🙂
I actually spent 3 hours making orders. I loved it, and I even put little stamps on it to decorate the envelope haha. I felt like it 😀 but it felt like I didn’t sleep at all last night. I had the worst nightmare where I had these flashbacks to school, only school was a jail. And I was in a classroom that looked a lot like my high school classrooms, and I had this same teachers, and there were all the same students and I couldn’t get out of there and my teacher (a particular teacher that always hated me and my work) said that I had absolutely no talent and that she wouldn’t let me be an artist and that my art is kitsch and not worth the label “art”. These same words were said to me 10 years ago.
I have a feeling that my PTSD is getting worse again and I don’t know what caused it.
I woke up with a major headache, stayed in the dark for a while longer, spent time working on my orders and on Inktober and that was it for today.
Oh I also looked up some stores that I want to contact to possibly sell my postcards on. That would be lovely.
How was your day? Please take care of yourself, it’s important <3
Love you all!