Hey my Loves,
Ahh this month was a rollercoaster to say the least.
We started the month with this one below. I was soooo done with everything as I was just coming from an EMDR session with my therapist and was being yelled at by this woman I worked with. I mentioned to her before that I had an appointment on Saturday and she still bothered me. Ughh I still feel the tension when I think back at it.
I also remember that I wanted to search for a way out of doing projects because I just had it with being disrespected and wanted to focus fully on Patreon and personal work as this is my safe haven after all. I also wanted to focus on my mental health a bit more this month as I felt it going downhill again.
As you can see on the picture of my latest selfie, I dropped 4kg because the stress got to me very badly. Donβt worry my Loves, I eat whenever I can and I do my best to get lots of sleep and do everything I can π
I made my favorite wallpaper of all times so far this month and Iβm trying to make the next one even better (I donβt know yet but Iβm definitely trying π)
And exciting news is that I can start uploading tutorials from now onwards because we hit our first goal in the middle of June π so to start off the month, Iβm going to upload this baby either tomorrow or on Tuesday! π
I am also happy that I received messages from people who are buying my merch/books and planners! This makes me so happy π
I also visited my brother who lives like only 2km away on Friday to draw in the grass and I took EVERYTHING with me π all my art supplies and laptop and even a book to read (but who takes a book when youβre invited for company, right? π) but anyway, my brother Simon and I are inseperable so we often do like evenings where he takes his Playstation and I read a book.
Iβm currently reading Big Magic by the way π itβs such an inspiring book for all creatives π«
Last Monday I had to go to Ghent for a meeting with my bookkeeper and I passed this beautiful view and I just had to share it with you ππ
I also went to the beach last week and I had an awful day that day as I woke up feeling terrible but as soon as I dipped my toes in the water, it felt like my sorrows of that day washed away and I suddenly felt so much better π
And last but not least: itβs a terrible photo but I had such a great time with my friends Benjamin and Kelly who I havenβt seen since March, yesterday when we met for some drinks π
I hope your June was amazing and I hope to welcome you again in July π
Your presence means everything to me πππΌ
I love you so much ππΈ
Xoxo
Prudence