Hey my Loves,
Ahh this month was a rollercoaster to say the least.
We started the month with this one below. I was soooo done with everything as I was just coming from an EMDR session with my therapist and was being yelled at by this woman I worked with. I mentioned to her before that I had an appointment on Saturday and she still bothered me. Ughh I still feel the tension when I think back at it.
I also remember that I wanted to search for a way out of doing projects because I just had it with being disrespected and wanted to focus fully on Patreon and personal work as this is my safe haven after all. I also wanted to focus on my mental health a bit more this month as I felt it going downhill again.
As you can see on the picture of my latest selfie, I dropped 4kg because the stress got to me very badly. Don’t worry my Loves, I eat whenever I can and I do my best to get lots of sleep and do everything I can 💜
I made my favorite wallpaper of all times so far this month and I’m trying to make the next one even better (I don’t know yet but I’m definitely trying 😂)
And exciting news is that I can start uploading tutorials from now onwards because we hit our first goal in the middle of June 😍 so to start off the month, I’m going to upload this baby either tomorrow or on Tuesday! 😍
I am also happy that I received messages from people who are buying my merch/books and planners! This makes me so happy 😍
I also visited my brother who lives like only 2km away on Friday to draw in the grass and I took EVERYTHING with me 😂 all my art supplies and laptop and even a book to read (but who takes a book when you’re invited for company, right? 😂) but anyway, my brother Simon and I are inseperable so we often do like evenings where he takes his Playstation and I read a book.
I’m currently reading Big Magic by the way 😍 it’s such an inspiring book for all creatives 💫
Last Monday I had to go to Ghent for a meeting with my bookkeeper and I passed this beautiful view and I just had to share it with you 😍💜
I also went to the beach last week and I had an awful day that day as I woke up feeling terrible but as soon as I dipped my toes in the water, it felt like my sorrows of that day washed away and I suddenly felt so much better 😍
And last but not least: it’s a terrible photo but I had such a great time with my friends Benjamin and Kelly who I haven’t seen since March, yesterday when we met for some drinks 😍
I hope your June was amazing and I hope to welcome you again in July 💜
Your presence means everything to me 💜🙏🏼
I love you so much 💜🌸